You're okay
You're okay
The sun is rising
And it's a new day
You're okay
You're okay
Time comes and goes
Like a breeze
You're okay
You're okay
You're surrounded by people who care
You are not alone
Or abandoned
You're okay
You're okay
Just because you can't contact him
Doesn't mean he's gone
He's here in your heart
And in your soul
You're never alone
It's okay
You're okay
This anxiety will NOT best me
This anxiety can NOT best me
I am better than anxiety
I am better than anxiety
I am better than anxiety
You will NOT ruin me
Just let me have my body back
......
Please leave me alone...
I can't stand this torture anymore
You wrea
It calls to me
Louder than ever,
“DO IT!"
I drown it out,
But I can still see it.
It stares at me,
Like a blank canvas
Begging to painted.
I cover it up,
Try to ignore it,
But I can feel it.
It tingles with memories past.
The sting,
The burn,
The aching,
The life,
The taste,
The feeling…
Feeling Alive Again…
Just being able to feel something…
Being able to calm down for awhile…
But I can’t.
I can’t give in.
I press a firm hand against it
And try to move on.
Almost a year…
We are so close to that mark…
One
Whole
Year
…
Things have changed,
New things have happened,
But nothing has been able to lessen the sheer pain,
To fill the giant,
Black,
Void,
That has been left in my heart and soul,
Since the day you left.
I long to hold you again,
To feel the comfort and safety I used to have because of you.
My dreams have been so dark,
Because you were my dreamcatcher…
My protector…
My best friend through so much…
……
It’s almost Christmas,
And it will be the first without you…
The sting of sorrow is gripping me tighter than