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Starlight Genesis: Lucasta Entry Form by KodomoKurai Starlight Genesis: Lucasta Entry Form :iconkodomokurai:KodomoKurai 3 10 Song of the Sea Tattoo by KodomoKurai Song of the Sea Tattoo :iconkodomokurai:KodomoKurai 7 0 Tribute Tattoo by KodomoKurai Tribute Tattoo :iconkodomokurai:KodomoKurai 0 0 Cookie Cat Tattoo by KodomoKurai Cookie Cat Tattoo :iconkodomokurai:KodomoKurai 0 0 My First Tattoo! by KodomoKurai My First Tattoo! :iconkodomokurai:KodomoKurai 1 2
Literature
Okay
You're okay
You're okay
The sun is rising
And it's a new day
You're okay
You're okay
Time comes and goes
Like a breeze
You're okay
You're okay
You're surrounded by people who care
You are not alone
Or abandoned
You're okay
You're okay
Just because you can't contact him
Doesn't mean he's gone
He's here in your heart
And in your soul
You're never alone
It's okay
You're okay
This anxiety will NOT best me
This anxiety can NOT best me
I am better than anxiety
I am better than anxiety
I am better than anxiety
You will NOT ruin me
Just let me have my body back
......
Please leave me alone...
I can't stand this torture anymore
You wreak havoc on my stomach
You wreak havoc on my brain
You wreak havoc on my life....
...I can't even feel excitement anymore...
You take hold
And make it your own
My excitement turns to anxiety
And the battle begins again...
I'm okay
I'm okay
I can be better than you
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Literature
Watashi no yakusoku
It calls to me
Louder than ever,
“DO IT!"
I drown it out,
But I can still see it.
It stares at me,
Like a blank canvas
Begging to painted.
I cover it up,
Try to ignore it,
But I can feel it.
It tingles with memories past.
The sting,
The burn,
The aching,
The life,
The taste,
The feeling…
Feeling Alive Again…
Just being able to feel something…
Being able to calm down for awhile…
But I can’t.
I can’t give in.
I press a firm hand against it
And try to move on.
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Literature
My Dreamcatcher
Almost a year…
We are so close to that mark…
One
Whole
Year

Things have changed,
New things have happened,
But nothing has been able to lessen the sheer pain,
To fill the giant,
Black,
Void,
That has been left in my heart and soul,
Since the day you left.
I long to hold you again,
To feel the comfort and safety I used to have because of you.
My dreams have been so dark,
Because you were my dreamcatcher…
My protector…
My best friend through so much…
……
It’s almost Christmas,
And it will be the first without you…
The sting of sorrow is gripping me tighter than ever before…
I miss you so much…
……i’m sorry I wasn’t there for you at the end…...
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The Tell-Tale Heart by KodomoKurai The Tell-Tale Heart :iconkodomokurai:KodomoKurai 1 0 Drowning by KodomoKurai Drowning :iconkodomokurai:KodomoKurai 0 0
Literature
HIDE
Hide…
I need to hide away.
I want help…
I need help,
But I just can't do it.
It would change too much…
It would ruin my family's life…
But the fear…
It plagues me.
Everyday it's there…
Whenever I see it,
The memories come back.
I hide behind the mask I constructed years ago,
But I fear for my safety…
For my mom and my sister's.
It has corrupted me.
It has ruined my mind.
I have gone through too much to be subjected to this…
The help is right there…
All I need to do is reach out…
But I can't…
The risk is too much.
So I'll hide away…
It's all I can do…
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Literature
Nothing
What's wrong with me?
I have a good life,
Someone who truly loves me for me,
A nice home,
And money to spend on whatever I wish.
I have so much more than a lot of people,
But Something is still wrong.
My brain is defective.
It's slow,
It's broken.
I'm in a life that should make me happy,
But I still feel the heavy weight of sadness.
I still push people away from me.
I still wish to stay in my dreams instead of reality.
I still crave to see the blood that flows through my veins,
The one substance that keeps me alive,
To taste the sweet metallic life in me.
I don't feel like I should be alive,
Sometimes I don't want to be.
I have nothing to contribute to this world...
I'm still useless...
I have nothing to fight for,
Nothing to strive for,
I am still Nothing.
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Screen Shot-Rules of Mexico by KodomoKurai Screen Shot-Rules of Mexico :iconkodomokurai:KodomoKurai 1 4
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Literature
020 Asphyxiate
Playing,
Goofing,
Being Silly.
That's how it started.
Terrified,
Frozen.
His hand around my throat.
For no reason,
Everything went bad,
And there I was,
Unable to breath,
In Shock.
Finally,
He releases.
I cower down below,
As he goes off,
To have the Best sleep of his life.
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Hiya!! I'm.....no good at these, so I'mma give free Hugs to everyone who reads this!!:3
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Torih9x Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave. :D
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KodomoKurai Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
No prob bob!:iconstevenuniverseplz:
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Torih9x Featured By Owner May 8, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the add! :D
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KodomoKurai Featured By Owner May 13, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem!:iconbunnyloveplz:
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Asriel-Memeurr Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the badge!
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KodomoKurai Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
No Problem!:iconbunnyglompplz:
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sariaspal Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2016
I read it I'm here for my hug
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KodomoKurai Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
OMG!!!  Yay!!!  First Hug!!!!*HUGS* 
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sariaspal Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2016
Cheers!!! Yeaaaaaa
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